Embark on a captivating journey across the vast Russian steppe aboard the iconic Trans-Siberian Railway in this modern tale of self-discovery and introspection. The narrator, known only as D, begins his westward voyage in Vladivostok, traversing the ever-changing landscapes that unfold before him. As time moves inexorably onward, the everyday lives of the passengers intertwine with the rhythmic churning of the train’s propellers, contrasting sharply with the raw silence of the natural world beyond the windows.As the journey progresses, D’s physical expedition takes an unexpected turn, delving into the depths of his own psyche. A haunting presence, N, permeates the narrative, her essence imbued in the natural world, particularly at the breathtaking Lake Baikal in Siberia. N represents the one who got away, leaving a void and a profound fragility within D’s soul, scattering her ghostly influence across the many places his footsteps tread.Immersed in the tranquil vistas of the external world, D finds himself enamoured by the everyday characters he encounters along the way. As he navigates the complexities of his inner turmoil and the beauty of his surroundings, the narrator embarks on a transformative odyssey. The D who began his journey in Vladivostok will inevitably be different from the one who arrives in Moscow at journey’s end, but what will this transformation entail? Join D on this introspective voyage as he unravels the mysteries of his past, present, and future on the Trans-Siberian Railway.

He is a man of solitude. His world is that of the quiet and distilled. Each night, he sits at his desk as the clock strikes midnight. He journeys inward to that bottomless pit of conflict, prompted by memory, in search of an image fused with the imagination in order to reveal truth through character and the creative narrative process. The words become sentences and they are formed. And so it all begins. This was his first attempt and successful completion of a full-length book. His name is Daniel C.A. Christianson.

Customer Reviews

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114 reviews

Emily Bernard

This book was not what I thought it would be. I was expecting a travelogue about the places that the narrator experienced while crossing Russia on the train. I like such narratives and I am used to specific train travelogues but this book is really not about travel at all. It is a journey about the soul of man and the memory that underpins the vast expanse of doubt, pain and ultimately loss. This book could be set anywhere and could even be set in the home of the narrator without ever physically moving as the action truly resides within the mind and heart of the protagonist. Perhaps the author did not set out on this course of action but was both prompted and inspired by his own unconscious thought and so what we are left with are the inner musings of the protagonist and the past that he once knew.
Thomas Anderson

This book really struck a cord with me. It is deeply introspective and essentially forces the reader to turn inward in order to reveal unresolved issues that have become dormant over the passage of time. It is not necessarily a good thing because it could cause a reader to deal with past issues in the present that could further their anxiety and melancholy. I can see how it is a deeply personal book to the author but it can and does become deeply personal for the reader too. The reader is following the journey of the protagonist but becomes embroiled in their own past as well. I think the author of this tale is Scandinavian and more specifically Norwegian and Swedish as it becomes clear how sacred the natural setting is for him and this is most evident at lake baikal in Siberia. Perhaps the author drew on his past experiences from the rugged and natural settings within both Norway and Sweden.
Stephanie Scholz

I have just finished this very interesting book. It was given to me by my friend who also read it very quickly. It did take me a while to fully grasp what the author was talking about through his narrator but especially through his protagonist. There are a couple of quite controversial scenes in the middle of the book but I do believe they were written more as allowing a debate to form rather than judgement. I really liked the final scene. It is written with so much feeling and love and it immediately reminded me of The Great Gatsby and the love that Gatsby holds for Daisy is very much mirrored in this book and especially in the final scene as the protagonist accepts the death of his love. I echo previous reviews in recommending this book. It is very different from most travel books that I have read before.
Sarah Levine

This was quite an unusual book as I was never fully sure if it was a fictional or non fictional scene that I was reading but I really liked how flowing the narrative was and each location and scene moved quickly onward to the next allowing the reader to follow on such a journey. The long monologue scene in the middle at lake baikal could have been set anywhere as it was more of a philosophical pondering and debate rather than literary scenes. However, I enjoyed this monologue as it allowed me to question my own philosophical beliefs and what side of any debate that I choose to be part of. One can never get away from the love scenes as it is very obvious that the protagonist is pining for his lost love as is trying to find her within the exquisite and raw beauty of siberia. The ending is so beautiful but also so very sad but it does leave the reader with many questions as to the character of N and whether she is a real person or fictional character. I recommend this book to anybody who wishes to be brought on a journey but not exactly the journey that you might be expecting. You will most definitely have many questions to ask of the author following reading this lovely book.
Oleg Marensky

Two of my favourite things in the world are travelling and trains and both are crucial to the overall narrative of this compelling book. The love interest of the protagonist was not any interest or importance for me. I was more interested to read about life on the train and the connection between the narrative and the historical significance of the geographical location as shown and told by the author through his protagonist. I have never embarked on any journey through Russia but if I was to visit the largest country in the world I would surely take the train along the transsiberian railway. There are deep philosophical questions that the protagonist ponders upon. They are set against the backdrop of lake baikal which is described by the narrator as something not from this world. After reading about lake baikal I now wish to see it with my own eyes.
Sasha Pietov

I especially enjoyed the scenes set in siberia and more specifically at lake baikal. It is a region that I know as I visited siberia in the past. Lake baikal is amongst very few places on this planet where man hasn't destroyed its natural earth. It is a place that is mysterious and very difficult to reach. Due to its remoteness it is not violated by human beings and I hope that it will never be. The protagonist obviously is overcome with emotion on experiencing such a place and this is articulated very well by the narrator and author. I don't think that the character of N is real but a lost love combines well with the sacredness of such a sublime place.
Sheena Whyte

I think the author of this book has a deep interest in existential philosophy but also connecting such existence philosophy with history, literature and most of all psychology. It is the psychological aspects of the protagonist's melancholy and trauma that takes the narrative in another direction but the reader follows as the question as to what will be happen to the protagonist remains unclear until the very end. I also liked the love or loss of love of the main characters. I would have liked to have learned more about N as we only received snippets of information. I tend to think that N is not a real person but a mixture of characteristics from the various loves of the protagonist's life. I don't think there could be a backstory as N is more of a heroine figure who never becomes a real character so we are left wondering of what might have been.
Ana Carolina

I really enjoyed this book. It was quite unusual and different to its narrative and I also felt somewhat confused by its non fictional journey with fictional narratives approach. I think the fictional scenes are dedicated to the protagonist's lost love and wherever she appears therein lies the fiction. I cannot imagine experiencing such a deep love. It would feel quite overpowering and all consuming but I can also imagine how wonderful it would feel to be loved in such an authentic manner. Perhaps the protagonist lost his love many years ago but cannot let her go and continues to search for her in places such as in the wilds of siberia. I also wonder who N is? She is obviously the heroine of a story that was brought to life from the mind and memories of the protagonist. We never got to hear her voice or her side of the break. Perhaps the author could write his next book about his characters of N and D and to show their love as it was experienced and lived.